Posted by Dinah on October 1, 2008, at 11:28:52
If I let conversations drop without replying or in any other way have been rude.
My incompetence has been crashing in on me suddenly. In all aspects of my life. I don't like doing things I can't do well, in this case life. The thoughts have been coming back. I don't think my therapist takes it too seriously, because it's so sudden. Or maybe he's gotten used to my being "better", and doesn't want me to feel bad.
I feel like I'm rapidly approaching shutdown, if I haven't gotten there already. I just want to curl up and die. Not that I'll do anything affirmative about it. And wishing doesn't seem to work.
I think I got my first hot flash last night. Either that or some diabetic thing. I feel awful on so many levels.
poster:Dinah
thread:855074
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