Posted by Angela2 on September 30, 2008, at 16:27:25
I'm sad. I feel hopeless about my life, like I'll never accomplish the little things I want to accomplish. I just want friends. But I can't even make friends because I'm scared to go to this one place. I'm almost crying right now. I avoid all the time. And for no good reason. I'm not even anxious and I avoid. And because of this, I don't have a rich and meaningful life. My life is dull and full of mostly nobody except for me. I don't trust myself anymore to get myself help or to make myself happy, because I always avoid and bail out on healthy risks (things I want to do). I hate myself and my life. I'm so sad. And then there's the question of Why. Why do I do it. I don't know. I'm just so used to it I'm not really sure. My t would ask me "why" and I just don't know what to tell her. I feel so alone. I don't know what to do. What should I do?
poster:Angela2
thread:854960
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