Posted by llurpsienoodle on September 14, 2008, at 7:40:51
In reply to Trying to write me way through my back pain, posted by Partlycloudy on September 13, 2008, at 20:23:55
I recognize that this seems like a shallow solution to a bigger problem, but have you considered using your finest stationary for your lists? Don't "save" it for special occasions. This is YOUR special occasion. What you are writing is a present to yourself, a key to your jail cell.
I think your T is onto something as well. The fact that it is difficult means that it is coming from a place of great resistance. One of the beautiful things about dredging up the old feelings of hurt and injury is that you may feel a sublime connection to the GOOD that is in the world. You may be able to rekindle some of the faith that everything will work out. Rediscover an old passion or hobby.
Well, once you do, can you cook me a meal? maybe some trout almondine and a chocolate souffle?
sorry you're isolating. MEEE TOOOO. I did make it to starbucks twice this weekend, and did some reading, said hello to my favorite cashier (she gave me a drink for free!) and ate some coffee cake. I think that was my sole nutrition until a frozen dinner in the afternoon.
Back pain is awful- the slightest movement is agonizing, and then you wonder "is it even worth it". it's a prison, all right.
Good luck PC
-Ll
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