Posted by wishingstar on August 11, 2008, at 18:54:47
In reply to I just cant win! (long again, venting), posted by wishingstar on August 11, 2008, at 18:47:38
Also, T doesnt want me to go see old T (the one 2 hours away) on Wed as planned. I'm planning to go only once. T feels like it's not a good idea for a few reasons and her reasons are definitely valid. However, I think I'm going to go anyway and possibly just not tell her. I NEED someone to hear me... for the good feelings that come from that, but for a bigger reason too.. because I feel like I'm hitting the end of my rope and starting to consider more self-destructive behaviors I havent engaged in in some time. I need one person to hear me, just once, to give me the strength to keep fighting this and to give me strength to continue working with current T to resolve this problem. Without a little booster, I'm really running out of fuel. I know that's probably wrong, but I'm starting to feel desperate.
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thread:845585
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