Posted by rskontos on July 5, 2008, at 13:52:05
In reply to Re: On Regard » rskontos, posted by lucie lu on July 5, 2008, at 12:22:31
Yes Lucie, my pdoc is also my t. Convenient for meds I must admit.
No I haven't been with him too long and I called him in crisis. I was dissociating all over the place, I was a basket case. He almost passed me off to someone else but in the end he decided to treat me. I asked him why he didn't before I decided to stay with him and he was honest then as he is now. I would say he not too cold. He probably reacts the way he does because of me. I am a very touch me not, stay in your space I will stay in mine all is good and he knows that and respects it. He knows DD well and has treated many over the years so I think that is why he is the way he is. He knows how much I can and can't handle. He is and always has been respectful.
I have made progess. And yes the conversation regarding me leaving makes me know his has good will and intentions. He wants to see me whole. I am the one that maintains wholeness is an concept that I can't fathom. Part of me doesn't want it. I like my dissociation at times.
He though does seem to know when to call me on it and when to say it is ok. I must admit he has apologized more times than I for when things go wrong.
rsk
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