Posted by LadyBug on May 6, 2008, at 21:23:52
In reply to Re: Going to see my T - how did it go? » LadyBug, posted by seldomseen on May 6, 2008, at 18:28:04
It went ok. I told her I had no negative feelings towards her and that I felt I had gained a lot of inner strength and done some pretty good things with that strength that had nothing to do with her. I probably don't have any insurance coverage for her visits now since I was on my husbands insurance and the visits were unlimited. Mine are limited on my insurance so I'm sure I've almost met my limit for the calendar year. So we talked some about termination. My husband no longer has a job etc..............
She denied saying that she was too sympathetic towards me. Um, I don't think she could get away with that. I know she said it and asked her to explain what she meant. She thought I needed to allow my daughter to grieve the adoption and I was taking over and letting my grief come first. I told her I did the best I could and nothing she did or didn't do could change the grief I had to feel then or even now.
I joked about the voice mail thing and told her that wasn't a problem. I don't need her anymore right??? That is the goal. The big terminate word.
I didn't schedule another appointment because I told her I want to think about how I'm feeling and if I don't have any insurance I can't come and see her right now. My insurance year starts over Sept. 1st. So I'm thinking..................................................and so on..........
Thanks for letting me sort this stuff out. I don't like how complicated it gets sometimes.
I'm not sure how I feel about her but it's at least better than it was. But what matters is how I'm feeling about myself. I need to stop thinking about what she thinks of me and I need to get over doing that asap.
LadyBug
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