Posted by LadyBug on May 5, 2008, at 23:16:25
I finally got up the guts to call my T to tell her I want to see her and if she agreed to schedule a time. She called me back and said I'd be glad to see you lets meet at our usual time on Tues. Let's plan on that, I'll see you then. (It was all through voice mail.)
So it's been 3 weeks since I left her office telling her my voice was paralyzed. She told me 2 different hurtful things. One that she had too much sympathy for me and the other was no more voice mails.
I have a few things I plan to tell her. One is that **I GET IT**!!!!!!! She had poor timing to what she said to me. So much has happened to me since I saw her, she'll probably not even care that I got a new job, that I've contacted an attorney about my divorce,that my husband is in jail. That part won't surprise her, as it didn't surprise me. I wonder if she even feels bad, probably not. It will be all my fault.
I'll let you know what happens tomorrow night when I have time to get on here after my appointment.
Ugggggggggg, what have I done? I know I have to go see her and talk this out with her. So much on my mind. You should see my journal. I've written a book the past month or so.
LadyBug
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