Posted by Amanda29 on May 4, 2008, at 18:37:41
In reply to Re: This is ABANDONMENT! » sassyfrancesca, posted by Amanda29 on April 28, 2008, at 15:50:56
So, Follow up from my previous posts...
I met with my T and we cleared the air about my feeling that he was abandoning me...and he said he had no intention of abandoning me and that he was still going to remain being a support for me. That all made me feel much better.
He wanted to know what other people on this website said in regards to the situation and I briefly told him.
Anyway, all is much better. He is starting up a group therapy that is meeting starting on tuesday evening...(I am not a big fan of group therapy) I did group theraoy in Rehab and it was the worst therapy I have ever had. So, I am not too excited. But, he seems to think that it will help me...and I trust him. So I told him I would give it a try. Lord knows I need all the therapy I can get.
I have a new question. I dont know if this happens to anyone else...but I pace a lot. I get this thought in my mind and I pace my house talking over and over out loud about every detail of the thought/situation. I dont find this to be normal behavior because I do it constantly. I joke about the amount of weight I should be losing due to my pacing, but of course it is just a joke.My mind races like crazy and these ideas or thoughts or sitations get into my mind and I have to "act them out". It isnt right. I am just wondering if there is anyone else out there that has similair experiences ...I know it is normal to think outloud or to talk out loud, but the longest my pacing has lasted is 3 hours. Not normal.
If anyone else has had this happen to them...what did you do about it and how can you get it to stop? I might be asking a stupid question..but this is really bothering me.
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