Posted by B2chica on April 25, 2008, at 10:22:22
In reply to somebody engage me..., posted by twinleaf on April 24, 2008, at 20:10:32
ok, i was realizing how set i'm becoming on making a "decision" on that date (next week) and decided it was time to get ahold of my pdoc. afterall what did i have to loose right? so i called office and made it very clear that this was urgent and i needed to talk with him TODAY. he called me back about 6 last night. i was very brief but succinct. i told him startng monday night i went down like a rock so quickly, i was suicidal, and i gave myself a time limit of one week and the hospital was not an option. i'm back on zyprexa for a temp fix to see if that helps. i'm very groggy today, but i'm not teary or crying. i guess that's a start.
i think i'm going to write T today to let her know what's going on...
is that a good idea or is that just scaring/worrying her, maybe i should not tell her? afterall, there's not much she can do right?This fight is in my head. not even one that i can always express well.
what do you think. and how do i tell her, she may even wonder why i'm even telling her? what do i expect of her etc.? what would i say.b2c
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