Posted by rskontos on April 3, 2008, at 7:56:06
In reply to Re: Something weird is going on.....trigger maybel » rskontos, posted by B2chica on April 2, 2008, at 12:39:23
B2C,
I am just so confused right now. I think so many confused thoughts and sometimes I know it is them. Some of them just don't trust no one. And not T yet. I think , the me here, that he is trying hard. I could so relate to your post that i immediately started crying. IT is so helpful to talk with someone who knows and you described it right on. Except this last time I had a fugue. At first I remembered nothing at all. Then after a time I could almost bring back some bits. After all these years, I did not think my dissociative states would surprise me but they have. This was very different.
But I think you are right with stages 3 & 4. I think that is where I am.
I am about to go to t now. I will talk to him and see how he responds. Then I will have a week while on vacation and see how I feel as well.
I will let you know.But again thanks so much. It helps to know I am not alone and that you experience is very much like my own so I am not so off.
I really appreciate your sharing this Bc2. I know it took alot to share.
I think while I am at the beach i will do some drawing. I will take some blank paper and colored pencils since I already have that. I will try to buy some coloring books.
I had some distrubing flashback last night. For the first time they involved my father. Not clear enough though.
anyway, again thanks thanks so much
rsk
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