Posted by fleeting flutterby on March 21, 2008, at 9:59:33
Hi,
This is my first post in this section, I'm having an inner struggle- one in which I feel torn between my former T. (haven't seen him for over a year- but we keep in touch still through email) and my new T. that I've seen now for about 4 months.......
Here's the thing..... Former T. was/is VERY much against drugging those that struggle emotionally-- he feels meds just prolong the healing process. So while I was working with him- for almost 3 years- I wasn't taking any medication. I have been diagnosed with several things-- major depressive disorder-recurrent,moderate level; various personality disorders; PTSD-from childhood traumas and OCD. The new T. I'm seeing has mentioned, that in order for me to progress towards healing she thinks meds are necessary. I'm feeling quite confused as I don't know which is the best way!??! My former T. sends me emails now and then about how meds are harmful and how there is NOT ONE clinical study that proves a "chemical" imbalance is the cause.
I feel torn between the two T.s! I am also petrified of the side effects of meds!
My new T. gave me the name and number of someone that could prescribe me anti-anxiety medication-- I haven't called yet as my anxiety goes in over-load just thinking of calling!! :o(What to do .... what to do.....
I'd appreciate any advice/insight.
thank you,
fl-flutterby
poster:fleeting flutterby
thread:819183
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