Posted by DAisym on February 14, 2008, at 20:50:52
In reply to Upset with others, or me, or just fear?, posted by Racer on February 14, 2008, at 12:29:10
I have to wonder if you are being hard on yourself because you allowed yourself to feel proud recently. So now you might feel you have to live up to the "new and improved" you all the time. But if we flip the thinking, even though you got stalled along the way, think about how many projects you've started and how hard you are trying to get things done. And I think allowing yourself to post is positive as well - it has always been so hard for you to ask for support.
As far as offending friends - I doubt it. You cleared it up as soon as you remembered and most people accept that everyone has a brain f*rt now and again. So you aren't perfect? I don't want my friends to be around me - that is way too hard to be around. And you are allowed to be angry with your husband, that is what partners are for. You recognize and catch yourself so often, it is hard to believe that you are truly taking it out on him. But even if...he'll understand. He does love you. Say you're sorry if needed and let it go.
I hear the need to get away from it all. I think the circus is a lovely idea. But you have to have an act -- maybe we could ride the elephants...
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