Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on February 7, 2008, at 17:16:55
I'm trying my best to do healthy things, like working out (went to a step aer. class), and drinking nice tea and taking my meds.
I just feel so emotionless. when there is an emotion it is either dread or this sadness that is a shadow.
Maybe I have a low level of depression still.
I'm still having trouble with not having a T for a long time. between jan 14 and feb 14 I saw him once.
It was a happy reunion. I asked him if I should bring him a valentine (jokingly) and he joked back "you BETTER!!" he always makes me laugh and feel good about myself.
So I will try to find a lemon cookie recipe and give him some lemon cookies for valentines. We joke about his fondness for lemon pound cake all the time.
Life is so draining right now. I can't even seem to keep my head above water. homework is not being done. insurance claims are not being filed.
Pdoc 3x my klonopin. I only 2x it, because the two days I tried 3grams a day I was dead to the world.
'' ' ' those are little llurpsie tears. she can't figure out where they come from or where they are going ' ' ''
((((((((babblers))))))))
poster:LlurpsieNoodle
thread:811347
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