Posted by rskontos on December 20, 2007, at 14:16:25
In reply to Re: Therapy Hangover » rskontos, posted by lovelorn on December 20, 2007, at 13:29:16
>> I am sure it is all part of the process. But dang, when you are starting to get some sense of feeling kind of good, it's not fun experiencing a down again. This therapy stuff, I know it works and is helping but for the life of me, I don't understand it sometimes.>>
**with that you have said a mouthful for sure lovelorn......it don't get it but sometimes I know when my t says thing that for me isn't right. not always maybe but sometimes.
my last session i didnt' agree with several things she says and i can't say nothing but boy did my parts have a thing or two to argue with me on the way home. and what not there are several of my others that are stronger than me. i mean hel* they take over when I can't so of course they are stronger. they talk sh*t when I can't and they stuff when i can't. and when i let t says stuff i don't like and i dont say so then i get bad voices in my head. and when i fight not to let them out then man it is hard.
so my therapy sessions are hard and getting harder. tonight's i dread in a big way.big i did a p-doc appt. i am scared though......am i a big chicken or what.
i am sorry for you though that you are so good and then after therapy you all mixed up. But i do think it must mean you are not quite there yet.
Hang in there. I think you are doing good and you have given me good advice. Always so positive and helpful.
take care.rsk
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