Posted by star008 on December 12, 2007, at 12:35:03
In reply to I went to T, posted by muffled on December 11, 2007, at 22:35:48
haha muffled..takes one drunk to know another.. I thought you might be drinking a bit too much.. I did too and sometimes once in a while I have a few.. I am a full-blown alcoholic but I have beena ble to get away wth drinking once ina while.. probably helps that it makes me sick..You don't know it yet, you will though, that it f##ks up your thinking.. Life isn't easier without drinking but you don't get more of the added on stuff that it causes..I relapsed after almost 12 years a few months ago. It was like I just couldn't take it anymore.. Just needed an escape.
You don't know what it does to you till you quit so you have to take my word for it:)..I laughed about you covering the drawing stuff up.. Sneaky little kids did it;)..She is isn't so bad, she is funny too..
I don't remember alot of my stuff either when I let another talk.. I do remember but it is kind of foggy and some things I need to be reminded of..Most of the time those are hard sessions and it takes me a few days to recover.
No One knows about my ikids either..Who the h..ll would understand that but babble people?? everyone else would think we were nuts. But you know,, we know about yours and still we come back to talk to you and support you.. We like you and we understand the Ikids and being confused. YOu aren't any more a weirdo than anyone else..We are the weirdos that know they are sick and are working on it..The world is full of "normal" weirdo people walking around in their f@@cked up lives.. Our reactions to things that happened in our lives is perfectly normal.. It is normal to split off when there is too much trauma.. So many things can be trauma to a kid too.. Ever notice how some kids are so sensitive that they get really hurt when they are reprimanded and others don't seem to care?? We are the ones who were hurt so easily.. It is not a fault..We are just wired that way,.
I don't know wtf a straight-up converstaion means either.. maybe you just gave facts without emotion?? She didn't mean anything bad by it so ask her..
If you can't be on will you at least send some one-liners so I know you are okay?? I worry about you.. I know where you are and how it feels.
I will still let you know where I am with things now but this is getting to be too long.. Later I will write one.. look for it.. But muffled there is no easy way through the pain... It can be easier than we make it on ourselves sometimes but it is still hard and takes so long...
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