Posted by rskontos on November 30, 2007, at 16:47:10
In reply to Re: Therapy » rskontos, posted by antigua3 on November 30, 2007, at 6:58:17
Antigua, for me I think the only reason I have begun to feel anything and I am only guessing is I learned things about my mother I never knew and I finally feel like her hold over me was broken. She was (is has been deceased for 20 years) very ill. She was ill before she had children and never got any help. So it was hard being her child. And even in death she held a strong power over me. Just about 3 weeks that was finally broken. I didn't know about the power until it was broken and now I see many things I did not before then. So alot has begun to be clearer and why I am like I am makes more sense and why I am a real person inside. So I would say that right now I wouldn't call it hope yet but just a feeling I never had before. I can't even name it yet. It is too new.
Don;t you hate those shoes........waiting to drop or dropping they are the enemy......
take care of yourself too.
rk
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