Posted by star008 on November 18, 2007, at 7:18:09
In reply to Re: How much Can I really take? » star008, posted by antigua3 on November 18, 2007, at 6:50:22
antigua..,
I was sober for along long time in therapy. The depression was bad after I quit and it is still here and still bad.. I get little breaks now and then and I feel better for a week or so but I know it will come back and hit be again.
My T is not too happy, (of course) about my alcohol use.. I did have a serious drinking problem back then before I quit. I know I might be playing with fire and it could get me again.
I think I just got desperate and tired of things not getting better for me even though I have been in therapy for years and on every med they make.
Sorry some of this is repeated from the post above but I wanted to anwser each of you individually. Right now my meds just take away any ambition I have and I don't even do simple things like clean my house.. If I drink a few drinks I can get up and get something done.
thx for your caring. I haven't posted on this board before but am touhed by the people who don't even know me who want to help and give me support
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