Posted by llurpsienoodle on November 2, 2007, at 9:09:33
PTSD returning in all its violent glory. Flashbacks coming at breakneck speed and with horrible consequences.
I lost time (I think? maybe 15-45 minutes). I was not in my own body most of the time.
I called T sobbing. then cursing. then sobbing again.
T was able to schedule me for emergency session today. I told him that I probably would not be able to tolerate this over the weekend.
Decided that I had psychotic break. No self-injuries though (well, some picking, but no cutting or burning or overdosing)
Why now?
It's 'cause I trusted T with some of my uglier past. And then it started to come back to me and I could not control it. There were voices.
poster:llurpsienoodle
thread:792921
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