Posted by RealMe on November 2, 2007, at 21:39:13
In reply to it's nighttime again, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on November 2, 2007, at 16:38:04
LL
I am so sorry you are going through this. It is prettey scarey to think you are losing your mind, but you aren't. I went through this sort of thing years ago; my T now thinks I was not having psychotic episodes with the voices and missing time. He thinks I was having dissociative episodes, and I tend to agree with him. Of course the voices, well you know where that really comes from, I think. I am glad too that you did not do anything really bad to yourself.
Are you home alone? It is not shame; please believe that. I know it is important to be strong, and you are. This is something that you decided needed to be done so you could move on with life. Don't want to be like me and have it rear it's ugly head again some 20 years later. I was really good at convincing myself I was fine for quite some time. You are young and just starting life, really! You are not a bad person, and I want to say that again. You are not a bad person who deserves to be punished. I hope you can find somethings to keep you busy over the weekend. Mindless sh*t is best. Take care.
RealMe
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