Posted by B2chica on October 29, 2007, at 13:34:20
In reply to Re: hurting., posted by B2chica on October 29, 2007, at 13:23:57
thank you RK for your comments. you are generous to talk with me when i need it. i'm afraid i just can't take in any complements right now.
But...i am glad you were here.
ok, i just need to stop this.i MUST take my meds. starting tomorrow. i can't keep living like this. i am in so much emotional pain i can't even stand to breathe. i just hope they kick in quick.
one thing after another has snowballed this death wish i have. Hormone changes-ending nursing,(also emotionally hard), job, misc. emotional pain, csa, DH stating repetitively he wants no more kids, sometimes i think he regrets this one...i don't care! she is the ONE and ONLY thing i have done that is right. it makes me so sad thinking she will never have a sibling. and sad that DH thinks more about the "responsibility' of having a child, than of the joys.
i'm understand totally if people don't want children...it's their right. their choice. but when we married he told me he wanted children. i find out from his mother that he never did. THANKS F_ING LLLIIIIIAAARRRRR!!!!!!!
poster:B2chica
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