Posted by B2chica on October 29, 2007, at 13:23:57
In reply to Re: hurting., posted by rskontos on October 29, 2007, at 12:27:24
> Here is a hug ((((((((((((B2Chica)))))))))))))))))
oh i just feel SOOOO undeserving of that.
>> Why do you think you are so bad.
too many reasons.>>>Someone else is responsible for that.
no, its me. i carry the burden and responsibility of pain.>>Take irl little one for a walk and show her a pretty sky or a little bit of nature. Give what you were never given. A nice natural childhood.
i wish i could leave work and go get her right now. spend some last moments with her...it's when i'm holding her tight that i feel most right.
...but.
yes, she does deserve a good childhood. and i cry knowing that only with me around will she have a chance at that.
it pains me to stay, it pains me to go.
i ache so much i just want to whither away.i am so Utterly disgusted with my body right now. i want it to go away.
poster:B2chica
thread:792148
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