Posted by rskontos on October 27, 2007, at 17:21:31
In reply to Coming to terms with CSA, posted by emily99 on October 26, 2007, at 11:29:15
Emily, I have posted or tried to two other times and this has been hard for me. I just wanted you to know I understand. I too cried for my little self and then got angry for the me and my sisters that no one helped us. We were left to the dogs but we survived a little worse for the wear but we are here today.
I only recently entered therapy and recently still found out more about the abuse and it rocked my world. I still dissociated like crazy but I am trying to put it together. I have not spefically ask the question like you did and I just putting off the confirmation. I started my dissociation early too like 2 or 3 and now I am really starting to unravel. So I like you am not over it my T says I have a long way to go but will get there like you I have questions. I wished I had more memories to access but they are a big blank. I know how hard it is. To find out the evil you lived in is real is a real shock. But for all of us we understand. So keep babbling and we are here for you as you go through the same process we too are going through. We are all in this together and we will hold your hand all you need us too!! You are strong... you got this far and will go all the way to get heal. That is my hope. To be well and whole for the first time. rk
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