Posted by B2chica on October 26, 2007, at 15:17:31
In reply to Coming to terms with CSA, posted by emily99 on October 26, 2007, at 11:29:15
i dont even know how to come to terms with things. but i know i can only handle bits at a time. those i can slowly process and deal with....then maybe one day when i've 'dealt' with all the little things i can see it as a whole.
even though i've been in therapy for a couple years and am finally to the point where i can admit (only on babble and to T) that i was abused. it still isn't really sunk in. i think there are still a few 'parts' that wash it away.although i hate to admit it. it has affected almost every action/reaction i've had in my life. and unfortunately it set me up for later abuse and SA.
it is tough...
but oh...emily, finally saying outloud some of the stuff. saying and having someone believe you? even though it's 25 years late. it is SUCH a good feeling. it is helping.
just Keep posting. Keep working. Keep trying.am Very glad you posted.
b2c
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