my aching coping mechanisms OD triggers » llurpsieNoodle

Posted by llurpsieNoodle on October 11, 2007, at 20:50:17

In reply to now he will?, posted by llurpsieNoodle on October 11, 2007, at 20:35:10

the good:
have been in regular phone or voicemail contact with T
had a full body massage with trusted massageT
have been eating
I ave not been self-injuring
the bad:
I od'd on benzodiazepines, but woke up without incident. I'm not allowed to say how much, but it was too much.
I ate nothing but cookies on wednesday and binged on sushi for dinner today.
Haven't slept more than a wink for 2 days and "sensory disturbances" are setting in. memory goes bye bye. etc.
h is going to see t with me. I have new eff-me boots for the occasion. I will be dressed well. I'll wear my leather jacket too. body armor.
-Ll

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had a fight with h. **violence triggers** llurpsieNoodle 10/9/07
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Re: had a fight with h. **violence triggers** » llurpsieNoodle Phillipa 10/9/07
woke up without incident *OD trigger* LlurpsieNoodle 10/10/07
Re: woke up without incident » LlurpsieNoodle ClearSkies 10/10/07
Re: woke up without incident *OD trigger* B2chica 10/10/07
Re: had a fight with h. **violence triggers** happyflower 10/10/07
Re: had a fight with h. **violence triggers** rskontos 10/10/07
h won't go see t. llurpsienoodle 10/10/07
Re: h won't go see t. » llurpsienoodle RealMe 10/10/07
Re: h won't go see t. » llurpsienoodle muffled 10/10/07
Re: h won't go see t. cactus 10/11/07
Re: h won't go see t. » cactus Phillipa 10/11/07
now he will? llurpsieNoodle 10/11/07
my aching coping mechanisms *OD triggers* » llurpsieNoodle llurpsieNoodle 10/11/07
Re: my aching coping mechanisms *OD triggers* » llurpsieNoodle Phillipa 10/11/07
Re: now he will? » llurpsieNoodle RealMe 10/11/07
Re: now he will? » llurpsieNoodle muffled 10/11/07
Re: now he will? » muffled llurpsienoodle 10/12/07
Re: now he will? » llurpsienoodle ClearSkies 10/12/07
Go! eff me boots!!! ;-o ;-) Insouciance! Ya! (nm) muffled 10/12/07
Re: my aching coping mechanisms *OD triggers* » llurpsieNoodle fallsfall 10/12/07
Re: my aching coping mechanisms *OD triggers* rskontos 10/12/07
Re:good luck and all the best hon!!!!!! (nm) » llurpsienoodle cactus 10/12/07
it's okay now llurpsienOODLE 10/12/07
Re: it's okay now » llurpsienOODLE Phillipa 10/12/07
8^) (nm) » llurpsienOODLE fallsfall 10/13/07
Re: it's okay now » llurpsienOODLE ClearSkies 10/13/07

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