Posted by llurpsieNoodle on October 9, 2007, at 19:19:02
It was about our upcoming vacation together. We reached a stalemate. I was dissociating like crazy. he had me cornered in the car, but when we got home, I escaped and went upstairs to the bedroom. heard him say "I wish I had someone who was strong enough to finish something". Little did he know that *I* was thinking suicide. Lying in bed I hear things being slammed and thrown around. broken glass.
od'd on xanax. slept for 4 hours. emerged to eat a cookie go pee and back to bed. my safe place. I don't want to hurt myself. woke up. h is gone. who knows where. I am scared for bedtime. I don't wanna sleep in the same room as him. he scares me.
I called T. maybe he'll call me back. i've only called him 2x since starting to see him.
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