Posted by Scentedgarden on October 2, 2007, at 17:25:45
Has anyone ever fallen for their therapist in psychotherapy..? if so how diod you get throught it..?
Me ...? it hurts so bad i feel like i will die from it. help? and please dont give me one line (get over it) answers. Basically if you have never been there then you don't have a clue as to what it can be like for someone to ache and dream, and think and want a person that much that it is unbearable, yet it's just not something that can be turned off as with a TV, or light switch. If it is I dont know where the button is...!!! We are not programmed for therapy... we are human beings and emotions dont understand that they are not to be so involved with someone as their therapist... will it ever go away//?I was many years in therapy with her
i love her.
i cry.
i ache
it's awful and its killing me...
i sob
my GP can only do so much
i have no one now like i had her
she was there for me
but its finished now
there was no more time left because of contracts etc...
but we had a good run for our money..
I think of her at night with her man, and I ache with want to love her in my arms...
Its times like this i think id be better off with no emotions at all... PLease help me if you can. and if you cant then thanks for reading...this is just the most dreadful thing and i dont know how to stop the pain. even death wont bring relief as i believe the soul (where emotions are found) will remain - thats just IMO.
maybe taling will ehlp if anyone will contact me as i aint been around here for ages, and i have not always been the kindest of babblers myself.
and im not sure what anyone can say to help. maybe im just easing the pain somewhat by telling the whole dam world.!! ( I think when God made he he maybe gave me too many feelings.. not that i think God is wrong IMO, I am just babbling now. sob sob cry cry ache whail pain deep ...help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please someone or some two or some three.. anyone who has really had this experience is who i need to talk to me.. NOT people who think they know what its like..... cos unless you been there baby (with respect) you aint no use to me right now. double friggfing negative ........aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!! im not really sure why im posing this as it isnt going to stop the....... p a i n..... sg
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