Posted by Poet on September 24, 2007, at 19:08:41
In reply to Re: Retraumatized, CSA Trigger » Poet, posted by RealMe on September 23, 2007, at 23:34:20
Hi RealMe,
You wrote: I better just spit it out. So, I did, and now I want to back track all the time.
There's a big part of me that says deny everything and run out her door as fast as I can. I remember the first time she touched on this subject and I felt like a deer caught in the headlights. Now I feel like a deer that got leveled by a truck.
The trouble with denial is that these feelings will resurface again. I can try to fool my T, but I'm hard pressed to try to fool myself.
You are right that I am in pain and the first step is to get it out. Hope I can.
Thanks for your encouragement. I need it.
Poet
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