Posted by sunnydays on July 29, 2007, at 22:11:39
In reply to Re: anxious » sunnydays, posted by muffled on July 29, 2007, at 21:59:19
> **You and me both SD.
> I started zoloft (AD) and drank an energy drink (I usu drinks lots of them), but it don't mix too good w/zoloft I don't think. Anyhow I feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO antsy.**** ((((muffled))) It's so disconcerting starting a new medicine because you can have to change your whole routine because of it.
> Wish my T was around too.
> Mebbe its cuz you working on stuff in therapy SD. That always get stuff all stirred up inside and can be hard.
> When do you next see T?**** I see my T on Tuesday, so not too long. I think it is that stuff is getting stirred up, but usually I have thoughts or memories attached to my feelings and right now it's just the feelings.
> I haven't seen mine in over an month.
> I feel like I a dissapointment cuz I feel bad right now.**** Is there any way you can see your T soon? I know you're ambivalent about it, but it really really might help. And I don't think she'd be disappointed. I'm certainly not. You can't help how you feel. You can do things to cope, but a lot of the times feeling bad is caused by something you can't really control. Coping can be hard, though, and we just have to try the best we can, no matter how little that is.
> T is hard.
> Being messed is hard.
> But I know I gonna feel better eventually, and mebbe I can do good things.
> Hope so.**** I know you're going to feel better muffled. And I think you're already doing good things, both here on Babble and with the volunteering you do.
> I think you most definately will too SD, and you justa youngun and working at all this stuff so thats great.
**** I hope I will. It just seems like it's been so long. But my T keeps saying it's a slow, painful process.
> Mebbe you can listen to CD? Or are you saving it for extra hard times?
> Take care,
> Muffled
**** The CD is a good idea, I hadn't thought of it. Thanks muffled! I'll listen to it.sunnydays
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