Posted by OzLand on July 27, 2007, at 22:58:45
In reply to therapy is so painful, posted by sunnydays on July 27, 2007, at 19:16:57
Gosh; I know what you mean. It CAN be so painful to get into stuff. I have a therapist who knows how to make sure it is not too much at one time too. Today, though, I felt so detached from therapy and then angry because I think my therapist believes I might need the hospital too, and I told him it would be a cold day in hell before I told him if I was considering suicide as he would try or want me in the hospital, and if I wsas truely thinking of suicide I would not want anyone stoping me. So, I left the session angry. I still feel angry; is this the only answer? Let's put you in the hospital! Bull. I just want to be left alone, and he asks if I notice that when I need him to most, I pull away. Well I didn't think of it, but I guess it is because I don't trust him. I think he would try to put me in the hospital. I guess I can tell him that, and I can just hear it; becuase I care; because you are not thinking clearly,etc. etc. Oh crap on that sh*t.
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