Posted by crushedout on June 16, 2007, at 13:15:53
In reply to Re: I'm angry » Nathan_Arizona, posted by crushedout on June 16, 2007, at 13:12:19
finding her blog helped me to stop idealizing her completely--because it kind of showed me who she really was in such a thorough way, and i realized i didn't even like who she was. nothing was left to my imagination.now why did i google her now and find her blog? another good question. i guess i was trying to shake whatever skeletons were still in my closet because of her. i'm trying to get closure, so that i can move on and have a healthy, "real" relationship in my life. my current T, with whom i have a healthy, nonreal (i.e., therapeutic only) relationship with, has helped me get to the point where i feel safe doing this?
again, i'm just guessing, but it's starting to sound convincing, so i may start to believe these theories.
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