Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 23, 2007, at 21:07:26
In reply to Re: Sigh, posted by Happyflower on May 23, 2007, at 17:55:54
muffled,
I know the feeling of incredible sadness.It takes immense courage to allow your inner kid to have a voice.
You fear that what she has to say will break your heart and ruin your life.
You've already started down this path though, and she will get stronger and stronger until you cannot ignore her any longer. When that happens you will be with your T, and she will help you understand how you can learn to live with your hurt and pain. How you can learn from it. How you can surrender to it, and that it won't kill you.
You can learn these things. You always write me "you gonna be okay" and that helps. I wish I could convince you that "you gonna be okay" too.
You can walk it alone. It's terrifying though. You're not a bad person if you allow someone to walk with you. Sometimes your T will hold your hand. Sometimes she'll be 10 steps ahead of you, or behind you, but let her be there for you. She cares. She will come and get you if you go missing. She cares that much.
love,
Ll
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