Posted by muffled on May 23, 2007, at 10:39:44
I feel this terrible consuming sadness :-(
If I could have tears I would.
I think maybe that IKid of mine DID get hurt :-(
I keep pretending that I am pretending she hurt, but that its a;ll hogwash.
But,
Damn,
Maybe she was.
God and I have been so awful to her.
Someone trys to say she is me but she is NOT.
I not been going to T.
We had a challenging session awhile back.
I don't think my T knows what to do with me.
So I not been going.
She checked in w/me last week.
I told her that I dunno what to do.
She didn't seem to know either. Said something bout more structure.
That Ikid is NOT me.
All my people are spazzing.
I dunno why.
I dunno what to do.
I just want it to stop.
I want to hide away.
But I can't.
I got reponsibilities.
I don't want my kids to be fearful.
Damn.
M
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