Posted by muffled on April 15, 2007, at 13:19:59
In reply to Re: Oh God, I don't wanna.**trigger RANT** » muffled, posted by gazo on April 15, 2007, at 0:32:40
> oh muffy.. i don't know what to say to help, but i want to help. :o(
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> i don't quite know what you mean by your people...?
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> please take care of yourself ok? i care about you.**Ahhh Gazo, you a sweet one :-)
My 'People'
I dunno for exactly sure, but I have dissociated parts of myself, like ego states or something. Sorta parts, frozen in time. They are me, but they are not me. Its more like they not me, but I KNOW we all in this same body... Its weird, and lotsa time I would never know, but other times(fear or stress) its very obvo to me. Its all very confusing, but much less than it used to be before I knew where all the noise in my head was comming from.They just cause alot of internal conflict.
I am rather ashamed and embarrased of being this way. And I guess I've hidden them even from myself for so long, and they kinda private or something.
I dunno, I dunno, its just freaking me out cuz i think I goto deal with them and its freaky.
Sh*t.
poster:muffled
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