Posted by gazo on April 8, 2007, at 19:30:10
In reply to tomorrow's the day but i am ticked off **trigger**, posted by gazo on April 8, 2007, at 17:10:03
i just posted elsewhere that it was my last post.. but i saw sunny's post..
sunny it isn't you. you didn't say anything wrong. i did.
i am not doing good and it is seeping out my pores. i am spiralling.
i am angry at no one but i am angry
i am in pain
my life is a farce... a joke
it's all about to come crashing down and there is nothing i can do to stop it
i have nothing to hold onto. no one to hold onto.i called and left a message that i won't be coming to tomorrow's appt. i'm not going back. There is no point. It was self indulgent idiocy on my part to think someone could help me. i guess that officially makes me a "treatment failure."
so, i am leaving babble for now. as long as i am like this i will only do more harm than good. i'm going to turn off the lights and the computer and sit in the dark until i feel safe again.
poster:gazo
thread:748171
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20070406/msgs/748207.html