Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 29, 2007, at 20:59:52
In reply to Re: My T and I discussing hospitalization, posted by Happyflower on March 29, 2007, at 20:33:50
I pushed myself too hard and worked and tried really hard to hold myself together while T was away, and while pdoc was away. Now they're back, and I'm not holding myself together much. It's too bad my husband is busy at his station right now. he can't get off duty to come be with me. I just hold on and do my thing.
I'm scared of life, but it's almost bedtime. so I'll take ONE of my sleeping pills and my klonopin and call it a night.
thank you for your kindness happyflower. you are a dear. I dont think I'd feel better to have anyone see me like this. i'd feel too much pressure to appear normal and then I'd really crack.
plus my place looks like an insane disorganized scholar has taken up residence.
i go take my pills now.
good night.
-Ll
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