Posted by gazo on March 29, 2007, at 16:14:16
In reply to Re: feeling really bad » Honore, posted by gazo on March 29, 2007, at 15:25:42
i still feel like poo. i've gotten progressively depressed. :o( i am too afraid to call M (my T). i just don't know him well enough yet... on the phone silence while i stare at the floor isn't helpful. i dont connect well with feelings and i cant always explain what is happening in me. That means he would ask what was going on and i would just not be able to say.
i had a meeting with my boss today and i am not fired, which is good. but the contract stuff is done very soon and they dont know if they have more work for me yet. so i need to find another job...soon.
so am sitting here just staring at babble.. and wallowing in self pity. i am all mixed up and confused. dont know what i feel. just crappy. sometimes i just cry.
mixed up and stupid. it's all so stupid.
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