Posted by gazo on March 28, 2007, at 13:44:34
In reply to Re: thanks all... going to take meds and sleep 4 n » gazo, posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on March 28, 2007, at 11:41:54
thanks Llurpsie.. i love your nic btw.
i had to go out anyway to run some errands.. spent a little time browsing in my fav clothing store. i thought maybe a cute shirt or something would be nice, but all the colors for spring this year are just drab. i like color.. it gives me a lift. it's a long way to any other stores and i don't really know how to get there.
i feel realy really bad... he's gone. Just gone. He's out there, but not in any way that i can have. It's about the things i said, or he said.. but it isn't. it's grief and loss. i want him to miss me. i want him to still talk with me.
i don't understand this therapist thing of no contact. my pdoc tells me a sorts of stuff about himself and has never tried to avoid me in public, even when he knows we'll both be in the same place
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