Posted by scentedgarden on March 27, 2007, at 11:33:02
In reply to Re: What propelled me to the end of therapy, posted by Happyflower on March 27, 2007, at 9:53:52
Thanks happy flower...now ur the gem too...!
great great gr8 gr8 posts...and ur reply to me ...I love it... I wont be geting any other T thoughas she is all I'm allowed... also she did give me the most unconditional love for 3 and half yrs...only turned into a cold bitch since New Year... and I guess its cos she feels so close to me that she thinks she can say those things and get away with it...our boundaries have always been blurred..now at the eleventh hour she is being Miss strict...thats what killing me...its just all too much..one thing on top the other... I want to shoot her...love her...f*ck her...and kill her... so just another day in paradise for me...hey ho... i was in the happiest place in my life before Xmas...now Im suicidal...gee how did that happen..? cos i was a sitting f*cking duck thats why...and she doesnt even see it...she's so wrapped up in pulling away so hard she can't see what she's doing or has done to me for the smoke and dust she has left in the trail>>> as she made the get away from best therpay mummy ever to cold hard clinical bitch...hey ho...!!! F*ck i just hate it all...and I'm in such pain ....and i cant tell her cos she refuses my calls...anyway her heards in cloud coo koo land...saying she aint done anyhting wrong...i hate it...why is always the people we love the most that hurt us so much... they say we alwys hurt the ones we love...so she must really hurt me...oops i mean love me...okay thats a jokeeveryone so dont need to go writing to me saying she doesnt love you ... I know!
sorry i had a wee rant there... thanks for everyhting once again happyflower... God bless your cotton socks! babe ,,,lol..how can i laugh with tears in my eyes...and snot running down my nose..? i donno but i do...lol...sori if that grosses you out.....lmao> im in no mood to care ....hahahah
Sgp.s. i love post that are books...as you know i write long ones too...lol... plus ur right about those authors who are quacks... and ur right about the therapist having to let go of all they know too in their own therapy...and i hope you do end your theerapy when you so desire...it will surely increase your sense of aunotomany...prob spelled that wrong....but you get my drift... play it again Sam... ** sam who's sam...? hhehehehe am just messing around now... cos i likes you and i feel like having fun with someone instead of crying for a change... and i feel you will appreciate my childlike humour..! thanks for being there Happyflower...your a ...play it again Sam -trumpet*** girl*** star.......Hugs 2u>>
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