Posted by widget on February 22, 2007, at 21:59:53
In reply to Re: My therapist has no sexual attraction for me » fayeroe, posted by scentedgarden on February 22, 2007, at 18:26:29
Dear scentedgarden, thank you for you heartfelt remarks. Frankly, I think Pat's comments were brutal. I already feel dead inside which is different from the other times I have felt rejection from my therapist. I am not sure the center will hold with us, I'm not sure if I care. I did not want any action on his part only a caring and feeling for me. I have been utterly abandoned. And, no, there is no other therapist in this area. Trust me, there is not. So, it's him or nothing. I feel that my passion is vitally important to me and am sick of the "rules" but most of all, heartsick that I can-not be desirable to him. So, part of me has died and I hope I feel differently eventually but I just don't care. Not angry, just disillusioned and empty. This is just like my relationship, or non-relationship, with my father. Just like it. Only worse, because I had such wonderful hopes.
I read your post about your problems and, although I don't quite understand what happened, I feel for you. Feelings are real and when you have spent a lifetime denying them in order to survive, they can be quite overwhelming. But, really, to be not sexually attractive? It didn't seem to be asking so much. Devastated....
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