Posted by littleone on February 3, 2007, at 19:32:54
In reply to Re: Telling T big bad secret memory » littleone, posted by toojane on February 3, 2007, at 19:00:53
Thanks for your kind words toojane. It's felt so quiet in babbleland this week.
> Littleone, I'm so impressed with how kind and gentle you are with yourself. Your therapist must be incredibly proud of you.
I think he would agree that I've made some big steps forward recently. But of course, there are always steps backwards. Just last session I was trying to convince him the parts are a just put on in order for me to orchestrate things. I'm glad that he's very good at shooting through all my reasons.
> I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. Yes, it is a long time to wait until Tuesday. Memories don't often surface at the best of times, do they? It would have been easier maybe if this had happened Monday night.Yes, imagine if you had all your memories on video tapes and you could just pop one on an hour or so before your session. That would seem so much simpler. I've heard of people using a video tape technique to deal with memories but I can't seem to do that.
> But even so, these extra days will let you process your thoughts and feelings more and maybe by Tuesday it will be a little easier to talk to your T than if it was too fresh???
Maybe. I get worried that I'll end up writing too much junk to him so he'll spend the whole session reading everything and will have no time to talk. I definately don't want that this time.
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