Posted by wishingstar on January 4, 2007, at 20:39:35
In reply to Re: My session today (long) » wishingstar, posted by Poet on January 4, 2007, at 16:26:37
Thanks guys for understanding how hard that was and all your thoughts... this site is pretty much my only lifeline to the outside world right now.. how sad it that?
My intellectual side agrees with you all. It was responsible and honest for Ginny to say everything she did. It's better that she say than then lie and have it blow up later on. One part of me really does know that. But it just hurts. I know you all understand that. I dont know if she realizes quite how sensitive I am to that.. not that it means she shouldnt have said it.. but I dont know if she knows how that hits me. Again, another thing to add to the list I guess.
Luckily, she said she will ask for the paper, whether she sees one in my hand or not. And that (I think) will be enough to get me to give it to her. I am going to try to make the best use out of that I can.
Poet, one thing you said really struck me because I can relate to it so, so much. You said you feel like a therapy failure. Me too. Me too times a million! I feel like I couldnt do worse at this if I tried. I mean, are most people really able to just go to therapy and say exactly how they feel with no coaxing? I mean, my big issue is that I was neglected as a child and grew up in a family with NO emotion. They want me to talk about how that feels with deep emotions. I just DONT KNOW HOW. Neither of us are therapy failures. But I do understand.
Thank you again everyone for understanding.
Muffled, have a great time camping!! I hope it's not too cold where you are.
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