Posted by youngaddict on January 4, 2007, at 19:52:08
In reply to Re: one more thing » wishingstar, posted by TherapyGirl on January 4, 2007, at 19:30:23
i totally agree with therapygirl.. I think your therapist was being very responsible and trustworthy, otherwise she would have been lying and even though you (and me too in my own case) would rather be in the dark or have misleading thoughts, in the end its healthy to have the honest truth.
i am so glad you did this! I don't know you or your history, but i feel the EXACT way you speak. I have recently relapsed with drugs and my last session I was high and i was so scared to go today because I thought she would be mad at me. I kind of wish she had so that I know she cared..but all she did was ask my something inoculous... then I told her that I was having trouble speaking to her and opening up and she assumed it was because i had relapsed, but i really had meant in general. anyway she asked if it was because i thought i was disapointing her.. which was true ALSO...anyway i immediately said "yeah AND i disapointed myself" which wasn't even true.
UGH anyway i just wanted to let you know that you are definitly NOT alone and that I am so glad that I found this website so that i know I am not alone.
thanks
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