Posted by muffled on November 30, 2006, at 0:08:52
In reply to Re: Body Memory **csa** (trigger) » muffled, posted by Daisym on November 29, 2006, at 23:57:35
> It's OK to ask Muffy. Really. I bet it would be OK to ask your therapist questions about this too.
**Thanks Daisy. I guess I could, but I don't want her getting no ideas...cuz I dunno nothing either.
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all about energy and what connections your brain has made between all of that.
But holding someone can trigger a body response too. It is all so complicated, isn't it?**TOTALLY complicated...
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> Why are you trying to not feel too much? If you can enjoy sex without being scared or angry, or triggered, I would
think that is a good thing.**One of my young inside kids (Blossom), is upset alot. I try and help her. My T tries. But this brings on my security system and I shut down Blossom. If I push it and try and listen to her, then there is big TROUBLE. Cuz I get crazy and do stupid and risky behavior. I just goto make it stop. This kid has such intense weird bad emotions. I don't really wan to feel them.
Mostly all I know is she feels very gross. And she hates her skin. Its crawly. She feels dirty and bad and disgusting.
And thats all I know really. All I want to know.
I had a good childhood so fars I know. I think I was proly oversensitive.
I dissociate for sex. Or not do it at all :-( , as I am less able to dissociate these days.
Thank you daisy.
Muffled
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