Posted by Daisym on October 27, 2006, at 13:42:35
In reply to Repeat after me: » bent, posted by Racer on October 27, 2006, at 12:44:53
I'm trying to repeat after you but it is so HARD.
I've been thinking for the last 24 hours that I need to take a therapy break. It was startling to read this thread because it feels almost like someone picked up my journal pages and put them here.
Bent -- I feel the same way you do. I don't like this part of me so I want to protect my therapist from it and I want to extinguish the envy and longing within myself. I'm not usually the kind of person who sobs "this isn't fair!" The only way to handle these emotions is to not be around the person who calls that out in me.
But even though I feel this way, to you I want to say: "Go to your appointment and tell her how you feel. It is actually a great compliment to her that you miss her and worry about her."
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