Posted by muffled on October 17, 2006, at 22:42:17
I journal.
I read my journal.
And read it
and read it and read it.
Just the past few days stuff.
When I stressed I read my faxes to T, over and over.
Trying to see if they make sense I guess.
Trying to see if I am conveying what I feel.
Trying to figger WHAT I feel.
Trying to understand ANYthing about who the hell I am.
Who am I?
Who is muffled?
Without my 'people' I am a shell.
Am I just a shell?
My 'people', where do they get their 'stuff' from?
It must be my stuff. Cuz they are me.
But it don't seem like my stuff.
Sigh..............
Mebbe its time to get back on that seroquel...
Sh*t anyways.
Anybody else have a CLUE what I am talking about??????????????????????????????
Thanks.
Muffled
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