Posted by annierose on October 7, 2006, at 6:57:58
In reply to Re: I hated my session today BIG TIME today... » annierose, posted by Daisym on October 7, 2006, at 0:29:55
And I only shared the one snotty comment ... the other one she made was in reaction to my early silence. After I repeated that the silence on her part was felt punishing, snotty comment #2 was, "I can't help you when you don't talk."
Gee t, maybe you could try another tatic to help me talk ... to make the room feel safe today.
And I walked into the session in a really good mood.
>>> don't you wish you could ask your therapist: "who do I remind you of in your past?<<
Yes, I think she would give me some sort of answer, maybe not the one I'm asking for. At the very least, I think when left she would ponder her own feelings in that room.
She just wasn't the t I've come to know and love.
How can I talk about my early childhood experiences when what happened to me was largely before I had words? I was child #4 out of 5. After I was born, we pretty much guessed my mom (who only likes babies --- to this day) ignored me when baby #5 was born 20 months later. Yes, I was fed and clothed and bathed. But I was a burden. And a demanding one at that (according to my mom).
Oh well. This session is stuck in my head. And I know Monday won't be any easier. I have a full weekend so I'm not sulking (yet).
Thank you. I hope you have a pleasant weekend.
Me, I'm rooting for my Detroit Tigers!!
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