Posted by madeline on September 29, 2006, at 5:41:35
In reply to Re: maybe talking about it here?, posted by Jost on September 28, 2006, at 13:53:07
I know I should talk about it more outside of therapy. I think therapy does help so much because I feel as though I can just go there and be as whiney and pathetic as I want to be.
I guess at the center of it is that I came SO close to having the life I wanted.
I thought I had gotten a nice low stress job that I would have loved to do (I do it part time now).
I thought I had a man that I could love and that loved me back - turned out he didn't love me at all, but had just been lying.
It was all just dangled in front of me and within a week it all just dissolved.
I'm back at square one again. I don't know how many more times I can try to move forward - only to end up here one more time.
The fatigue that I feel right now is almost overwhelming.
Maddie
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