Posted by muffled on September 27, 2006, at 22:36:53
In reply to I feel utterly hopeless., posted by madeline on September 27, 2006, at 20:18:24
> Yet strangely there seems to be a lot of freedom in that.
***sometimes letting go and accepting the things we cannot change, IS very freeing. We stop stressing over things that we can't do anything about.
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> My boyfriend dumped me (heartbroken, lonely), I didn't get a job I wanted (trapped!), my mom is having another bipolar episode (not now PLEASE) and oh, I could just go on and on. Lots of bad stuff to process that happened all at once.***I'm sorry, its hard when it all comes on at once like that...
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> I'm not being terribly productive at work and all I want to do is sit on my couch.***Hard to get going isn't it? Me too.
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> The only thing that helps is therapy. I can leave there and feel truly comforted. Unfortunately it doesn't last. I cry everyday. Except for today - I haven't cried today.***Yeah, I like my T too.
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> I think it is because I have accepted the fact that things are hopeless - hence the strange "freeing" feeling.
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***Its ok. Just give yourself a break and enjoy feeling free for a bit. I think its ok. Mebbe its numbing out. But thats ok too for awhile. WE all need a break sometimes.
Take care,
Muffled
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