I feel utterly hopeless.

Posted by madeline on September 27, 2006, at 20:18:24

Yet strangely there seems to be a lot of freedom in that.
My boyfriend dumped me (heartbroken, lonely), I didn't get a job I wanted (trapped!), my mom is having another bipolar episode (not now PLEASE) and oh, I could just go on and on. Lots of bad stuff to process that happened all at once.
I'm not being terribly productive at work and all I want to do is sit on my couch.
The only thing that helps is therapy. I can leave there and feel truly comforted. Unfortunately it doesn't last. I cry everyday. Except for today - I haven't cried today.
I think it is because I have accepted the fact that things are hopeless - hence the strange "freeing" feeling.
maddie

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I feel utterly hopeless. madeline 9/27/06
Re: I feel utterly hopeless. » madeline Lindenblüte 9/27/06
Re: I feel utterly hopeless. » madeline muffled 9/27/06
Re: maybe talking about it here? Jost 9/28/06
Re: maybe talking about it here? madeline 9/29/06
Re: I feel utterly hopeless. » Lindenblüte madeline 9/29/06
Re: I feel utterly hopeless. » muffled madeline 9/29/06
Re: I feel utterly hopeless. (nm) Lindenblüte 9/29/06
Re: sorry for blank message above. I messed up :( » madeline Lindenblüte 9/29/06

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