Posted by inimitable on September 11, 2006, at 18:52:25
In reply to Re: my T's match.com profile **poss trig**, posted by inimitable on September 10, 2006, at 17:00:58
i told him about it! he wasn't surprised at all, he told me he thought that might happen, someone finding it. he asked me how it made me feel and all and i told him all the things above. he ended up telling me (because i write things down when i think abou them, and i show him my writings sometimes and one question i wondered this weekend was if he ever got any dates off of match.com) that he actually got one date off of it so far, but no sparks or anything, heeeeheheeeee!!! i was glad he told me that, that was nice of him to tell me. i talked about the whole feeling inferior to him (did i tell you guys about that?) and he ended up reassuring me that everyone's life is influenced by their background and life experiences (i know this) and that he thinks i did tremendously well, he said he didn't know if he would had faired so well if he had been in my situation, and so i ended up feeling a little better about myself afterwards (even though i know i did well, i STILL wish i could have gone after my dream of becoming a psychologist, like he is), but in the end, i am doing pretty good. but now that i know he doesn't think of me as a stupid person (he didn't say that exactly, but now i don't have this paranoid feeling like i did before that he thought i was dumb), but now that i know, i don't know, it makes him even more attractive! but i'm not getting carried away with it, i know i'll never have him.
anyways the whole other guy situation, i didn't even end up talking to this guy, even though i might ask him one day if he'd like to be my partner for the rock wall one day (he knows how to do it), but today, he did smile at me and tap my folder as he passed my desk! but i'm not as into him today for some reason, i think it's because he looks a little too much like a guy who has kind of become like a dad to me, and he even dresses like him too! kind of freaky. anyways i just meant to give you an update, sorry it's so long!*inimitable
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